You whom I couldn’t know

It was his habitual word. He would say: "the fighters performed this, performed that. Namely, even if he himself was doing something, he would never say I performed this or that.
He was going out, didn’t even send a letter. When he returned,
we asked him? Where were you?
He would say he was in a corner. He described that the groups went to break so and so line, subjugated so and so hill, and etc. But there was no wound on his Body. We were thinking he certainly tells the truth and he was in the kitchen, but we heard from his friends later that he was commander of a group. And he had done important things. I even heard that he had gone on pilgrimage to karbala and had performed martyrdom ablution in intelligence and inspecting Operations. For this reason, in my point of view he is an unknown martyr, because I really couldn’t get to know him.