Martyr’s testament

Dear God, it is you that you caused me to have love and relaxation, Islamic points, disciplines and respectful to guardianship, so dear God you know that I am agree to give all the things that you have given to me in the way of you and for you, as I have so much loves for you and I adore you. If it was not this, it was due to your wills.
Dear God dieing is in your hand, I do not know when I will die, but I know that I must ask you to put me in the way of Imam Zaman( Imam of time). So I will fight with the swearing enemies of your religion that I be martyred in this way. I owe to my father and my mother, I hope that they would forgive me, I have pried for them that be in a great place near you. I want my wife and my children to forgive me, because I have not been able to serve for them so much, I would like to be devoted in a way that God has bid for our nation of time, so whatever is left from me in this world is right to be given to my wife.