Martyr Hemmat\'s Second Will

The will reads as follows:

In the name of God, the name which will never go away from my mind and all the times I think about him and I express it.

I express my greeting to Imam Hussein (AS), the leader of the martyrs of manifestation and myth.

Dear respectful mother, kind spouse, father and brothers!

God bless all of you that you did not avoid me from moving in the path of God. You are really patient. You yourself know that how much love and passion I have for martyrs. In fact the martyrs are considered as a bud (or the birds) that always are trying to move towards the heavenly world. Those myths that would like to lose their lives in order to join God and the eternal life. Those martyrs who wish to get closer by their martyrdom; because God is the helper of worshippers.

I’m so delighted as well. I have something which is missed and I think that I’m staying in the cage of body and I would like to leave this cage. The barbed wires are an obstacle. I really hate all the materialistic things and all the things that might take me away from God (I hate the evil passion and the lack of purification).

During the war I could see that those comrades who would be martyred, their faces would be shinny and changed before their martyrdom. Each time that they would look at me, I would notice that this time it is the turn of this comrade to get martyred.

My dears! It is the second time that I’m writing my testament. But it seems that I don’t deserve martyrdom and it seems that still I’m attached to the materialistic things and I have not been freed from these belongings. Maybe I have not been absolutely purified and get prepared for martyrdom yet.

I chose this path from the beginning of revolution. After the Islamic Revolution, I considered the Islamic Revolutionary Guards Corps as a good place for this service and fighting. At the beginning I got involved in the conflicts against anti-revolutionary militants in Shahr-e-Reza (Ghomshe) and Samirom and after that I went to Khuzistan to fight with these anti-revolutionary militants and after that I went to Khorramshahr to fight against this group. Also I had a trip to Sistan and Baloochestan (Chabahar and Kenarak) and then I moved towards Kurdistan. It is for two years that I have stayed in Kurdistan. It seems that I have got used to with the war.

Until now God has done many favors for me and I’m so happy that I have had this opportunity of fighting. Now I go to the war with a world of ambitions and wishes. I only wait for martyrdom. My dears please note:
1- If God rewarded me a child, although I was not able to stay for a week continuously since the time that I got married, I want you to educate and train him/her like Ali (AS). My wife is a great human. She is patient and she likes her Excellency Zeinab (S) and I know that she will enjoy from educating my child, because she has found the accurate path. If she give birth to a son, you should name him Mahdi and if she gave birth to a daughter, you should name her Maryam; because my wife likes this name.
2- Imam is the manifestation of purification, sincerity and a sea of knowledge. You should try to obey his demands one by one, then you can get sure that God will be satisfied of you, because he is the supreme leader and he has a high value in the view of God.
3- First of all from the money that I have pay the debt that I have borrowed from the Islamic Revolutionary Guards Corps for my Mecca trip (give to the central headquarters) and the rest money can be spent by my wife in any ways that she likes to.
4- Our nation is the nation of miracle seeking of the century. I would like to recommend our nation to continue the path of the martyrs and to be the real worshippers of God. The people should try to connect this revolution to the revolution of the Imam of time (Mahdi). For sure this efforts and struggles will be blessed by God for the worshippers too.
5- I don’t like my mother and spouse to get upset when you lose me. You should give me to God and be patient and brave.

The End

The will reads as follows: In the name of God, the name which will never go away from my mind and all the times I think about him and I express it. I express my greeting to Imam Hussein (AS), the leader of the martyrs of manifestation and myth. Dear respectful mother, kind spouse, father and brothers! God bless all of you that you did not avoid me from moving in the path of God. You are really patient. You yourself know that how much love and passion I have for martyrs. In fact the martyrs are considered as a bud (or the birds) that always are trying to move towards the heavenly world. Those myths that would like to lose their lives in order to join God and the eternal life. Those martyrs who wish to get closer by their martyrdom; because God is the helper of worshippers. I’m so delighted as well. I have something which is missed and I think that I’m staying in the cage of body and I would like to leave this cage. The barbed wires are an obstacle. I really hate all the materialistic things and all the things that might take me away from God (I hate the evil passion and the lack of purification). During the war I could see that those comrades who would be martyred, their faces would be shinny and changed before their martyrdom. Each time that they would look at me, I would notice that this time it is the turn of this comrade to get martyred. My dears! It is the second time that I’m writing my testament. But it seems that I don’t deserve martyrdom and it seems that still I’m attached to the materialistic things and I have not been freed from these belongings. Maybe I have not been absolutely purified and get prepared for martyrdom yet. I chose this path from the beginning of revolution. After the Islamic Revolution, I considered the Islamic Revolutionary Guards Corps as a good place for this service and fighting. At the beginning I got involved in the conflicts against anti-revolutionary militants in Shahr-e-Reza (Ghomshe) and Samirom and after that I went to Khuzistan to fight with these anti-revolutionary militants and after that I went to Khorramshahr to fight against this group. Also I had a trip to Sistan and Baloochestan (Chabahar and Kenarak) and then I moved towards Kurdistan. It is for two years that I have stayed in Kurdistan. It seems that I have got used to with the war. Until now God has done many favors for me and I’m so happy that I have had this opportunity of fighting. Now I go to the war with a world of ambitions and wishes. I only wait for martyrdom. My dears please note: 1- If God rewarded me a child, although I was not able to stay for a week continuously since the time that I got married, I want you to educate and train him/her like Ali (AS). My wife is a great human. She is patient and she likes her Excellency Zeinab (S) and I know that she will enjoy from educating my child, because she has found the accurate path. If she give birth to a son, you should name him Mahdi and if she gave birth to a daughter, you should name her Maryam; because my wife likes this name. 2- Imam is the manifestation of purification, sincerity and a sea of knowledge. You should try to obey his demands one by one, then you can get sure that God will be satisfied of you, because he is the supreme leader and he has a high value in the view of God. 3- First of all from the money that I have pay the debt that I have borrowed from the Islamic Revolutionary Guards Corps for my Mecca trip (give to the central headquarters) and the rest money can be spent by my wife in any ways that she likes to. 4- Our nation is the nation of miracle seeking of the century. I would like to recommend our nation to continue the path of the martyrs and to be the real worshippers of God. The people should try to connect this revolution to the revolution of the Imam of time (Mahdi). For sure this efforts and struggles will be blessed by God for the worshippers too. 5- I don’t like my mother and spouse to get upset when you lose me. You should give me to God and be patient and brave. The End